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So you want to read what I'm really singing, huh? The picture to the right is from one of my notebooks and typical of what a finished song of mine looks like when it is ready! Click on a song below or simply scroll through them all.



 
 
Podcast Star
© 2005 Jeff Oestreich

Down on my luck again
She said be a big man and I’ll let you in
She wants fame and I just want her back
Can you believe that?

Picked up a microphone
Recorded some thoughts while I was alone
Looking for love, I found what I could be
With technology (with technology, with technology)

I just want to be a podcast star
I just want to be a podcast star
I just want to be a podcast star
I just want to be a podcast star

Working with my friend Pat
We cut a little weekly podcast called This And That
We tell a few jokes and spill our points of view
What’s new with you?

Started out really slow
Now its fun to watch as our number grow
Tell all your friends who you listen to
I want to be as popular as Dawn and Drew

I wanna be on top
Podcasting till I drop
Wanna make history
Look at me at me at me at me

Taking on America
Is there room for us in this hysteria
Some want fame, others want release
I wanna be a star, can I have it please?


 
 
Thanksgiving Day
© 2004 Jeff Oestreich

I met her ‘round about Easter
She was walking through the halls
Between Memorial and Labor Day weekends
She hasn’t returned my calls

 I try to make an impression
But she rarely looks my way
Now the leaves are falling
And the wind is calling
And I know there’s got to be a better way

 I’m gonna win her heart
By Thanksgiving Day
Gonna win her heart
By Thanksgiving Day
Gonna win her heart
By Thanksgiving Day
Gonna win her heart heart
By Thanksgiving Day

 Something ‘bout her’s familiar
Something magical it seems
She gets my head feeling dizzy so I better get busy
Cause it’s almost Halloween

 In a few weeks this all will be over
She’ll be in my arms I know
So it’s over the river and into the woods
To her house I will go.. I’m gonna win her heart….

She can’t stay away this long
Deny me once, deny me twice
But three times is too long

 How can she do this me?
But I’ve got the answers and
Baby don’t, baby don’t, baby don’t you see…
I’m gonna win her heart…..
 

 
 
Dawn Awaits
© 2004 Jeff Oestreich

She whispers softly
As her perfume starts to fade
And I’m floating away

 An awkward silence
Makes the cool breeze hesitate
And I’m glad she will stay

 Dawn awaits
Will she still be by my side
When I awake - yea

Morning sun
Don’t melt away
What’s just begun
Umm Hmm

This part is easy
As I silently repeat
I’ve been down this road before

 But in her eyes I see
A place I’ve never been
Just outside my shuttered door

New love
Don’t want to come down
New day
Glad for what we’ve found
 

 

Dreams By The Lake (Tribute to Bix)
© 2004 Jeff Oestreich

Old jazz musicians
Tell of a boy
Wealthy with talent
And filled with the joy of the
Music that passed in the night
Long ago

The jazz age was booming
The speakeasies full
The boy stole away to a life that he knew
Was the only thing he'd ever need
In the night

Dreams by the lake in the summer of youth
Hot music poured down with gin and vermouth
Night after night all the girls that came down
Sweet air perfumed by their smell and the sound of his silver cornet
They'll never forget

Late nights and bootleg
In wrinkled old clothes
They couldn't know that
This legend would go
From a rocket that lights up the sky
To a mist

Folks would come 'round
Always eager to please
They would bribe him with drink
In spite of his disease

So bottles were emptied
And music was played
But at twenty eight years
His moment had faded away

And the gin stopped pouring in
But the music lives on

The middle of summer
On top of a hill
The boy is amused
When the midwestern air fills with
Music that he helped create
Long ago


 

Boyfriend
© 2004 Jeff Oestreich


Hard to be cool
It's an old rule
Got to play the game

I'm on the TV
But you can't see me
You don't even know my name

I see you every night
And it feels right
So here I have to stay

'Cause the rain comes
Before the shame's done
I can make it all go away

One of these days
When your boyfriend's far away
I'll come out of my secret hideaway
Then you will see
This pain inside of me
I'd be lost if I can't have you
on my mind

Anonymous princess
(Hey) it's nobody's business
Ashamed to let us be

Oh I'm shaking
With the love you're making
For only me to see

I see you every night
And it feels right
So here I (will) plan to stay

'Cause the rain comes
Before the shame's done
I can make it all go away

 

A Little Love
© 2004 Jeff Oestreich

Living in times that polarize
Political types that moralize
Our fears into hate

Away with false conspiracy
Standup and fight hypocrisy
Before it's too late

When the morning comes
Greet the new day with a plan
To rid the world of hatred
Show compassion to your fellow man

You've got to spread a little love
(Reach out and lend a helping hand)
We've got to spread a little love
(Give it all to try to understand)
You've got to spread a little love
(Do it for all the human race)
Just spread a little love
(C'mon c'mon make this world a better place)

Look into the eyes of your enemy
Try to understand that he can't see
The kindness you bring

Do your best to remedy the great divide
Your heart, mind and soul as your only guide
Applies to everything


 

Superstar
© 2004 Jeff Oestreich

Idle moments in the present years
Chronic habits pasteurized by fears
Instant coffee from the microwave
But no time to save

Let me sleep I don't have work today
Made a choice to find a better way
Time will come when I will not be stoned
I won't be coming home

I've come this far
A superstar
Is everything that I wanna be
Red carpet ride
Knowing deep inside
That I can be somebody better than me

No more greens, red, yellows and blues
Dulling life by the colors I choose
Breaking down all the things I've learned
Easy to get burned

Dirty dishes in this combat zone
Is it normal to be left alone?
Dreams of flying take me out of here
Into the atmosphere

Mourning a buzz
Swept it away in infinite coke cans
What was the cause?
Blinded of right and wrong

 

The Day Grows Long
© 2004 Jeff Oestreich

Fight beyond the walls
Desperate note
Reveals the consequence
Time is running out
The fear is gone

Bullet to the head
On the spot
Of the famous motorcade
Night turns into day
So far away

And the day grows long
When you're waiting for a sign of hope to come along
And the day grows long
Do you find it hard to get the strength to carry on?

Gazing at the news
I've got it all figured out
There's too many people with too many doubts
Take a little ride on a subway train
Watch the pretty bodies they stay out of the rain
They all hope to find
The end of the line

Breaking time when nothing seems to fit
Silhouette of juries that acquit me
Allowing me to see the light of day
Celebrating pain beyond my years
Making up for space in the in-between
Can't you see that there is nothing left?

 

It Doesn't Feel Like Christmas
(Without You)

© 2002 Jeff Oestreich

The snow is falling down
There's laughter all around
This used to be my favorite time of year

There's lots of Christmas lights
To sparkle up the night
But they don't seem as bright without you here

I thought that I was over you
I've been the toast of the town
Attending parties and out on dates
Till December rolled around

The house is decked in green and red
But how come I feel so blue?
I miss you most on the holidays
It doesn't feel like Christmas without you

How we loved the mistletoe
Underneath we'd linger long
This year there is no mistletoe
Just a lonely Christmas song

 

When Cathy Comes To Town
© 2003 Jeff Oestreich


I got the call today
She says she's flying in
In a day or two
She's not sure when she lands

Looking back
We really weren't that close
But I guess I shouldn't mind
To be her weekend host

She expects from me a full itinerary
I'll be the bus that stops
At friends she wants to see
If I don't get it right
She'll blame it all on me
She's just like she used to be

When Cathy comes to town
She expects all her friends
To be around
Drop your plans and come right away
Oh and by the way
She needs a place to stay

Its ok you know
When all is said and done
For all her silly quirks
She's still a lot of fun

She's the kind
That never will commit
She likes her backup plans
When it comes right down to it

We've tried several times to go and visit her
Last minute unfortunate
Something would occur
She had some emergency
But now I'm not so sure
We're not the friends that we thought we were

We've tried to visit her several times before
Last minute unfortunate
Never got out the door
Phone would ring
You can guess
Excuses pretty weak
But she's coming to see us next week

 

Reality Show
© 2003 Jeff Oestreich


She lights a candle
Turns the light off
Pours a double
Is he coming home?

Twenty years like
Out of focus moving pictures
Where the ending's known

She climbs the stairs
Her mind is a long long way from here
She tries to sleep
But she can't escape from her tears

Past the children
Over marriage
Beyond college
There's a little girl

Loving family
Youthful beauty
Boys in line
It was another world

Looking back
A lifetime of choices seemed so good
Which one went wrong?
We'd all like to take some back if we could

It's going to be good
It's going to be fine
Maybe all they need just a little more time
But the years have changed everything she knows
Watching reruns of her reality show

Every day just like the other
Run for cover
From this crushing wheel

Saving pennies for a big day
Darkened eyes give her away
Her masquerade is real

Empty chair
Left in the corner for too long
Hard to see
Wouldn't miss it if it were gone

Just hold on
Don't let the dreams of your youth fade away
Not too late
Can you pick yourself up for another day?

 

Wonderful
© 2002 Jeff Oestreich


She packed her bags and left for LA
She was gonna be a star
Now I heard she's waiting tables
I guess she didn't get too far

She got a lot of attention
Growing up in a small Midwestern town
They all said she had the talent
But she knew her town was keeping her down

When her friends call
Everything's wonderful
Got no problems at all
Life is just so delightful
I'm having a ball

She tried to make some appointments
Hours waiting next to the phone
She wasn't used to rejection
But there was no way she was going back home

It's a typical story
Wannabe girls make their way to Hollywood
(They all want to live in Beverly Hills)
But the spotlights don't come on
If you can't pay the bills

She made a local commercial
Was the highlight of her acting career
She didn't need California
She could sell kitchen appliances here

 

Seven
© 2003 Jeff Oestreich


I read your letter
I saw the words drip off the page
Under the table
Swept them up and threw the verbs away

Head splitting rumble
Drowning out the noise with my guitar
Sentences stumble
As I wonder where the hell you are

Shattered fragments on the floor
Seven years bad luck
I can't take this anymore
You can heal my infection
Free me if you want to
Desperation's such a bore

Wish I could taste you
Wish I could breathe in all your scents
Slowly catatonic
Forced indifference is my self defense

Heard you've moved on now
Nothing left for me but this empty stage
You're adding chapters
But I keep turning back to the same page

Turn me on
Turn me up
Turn my mind around
Up to me
Can't you see
Bring this volume down

 

December In Milwaukee
© 2002 Jeff Oestreich


December in Milwaukee
They skies are clear today
But all I see is gray
The colors have all gone away

A broken promise on a merry-go-round
Winters long and lonely
I'm so tired of this town
I just wanna get away

Thinking about Miami Beach
And all the pretty colors down by the water
Bronze girls dancing in the sand
Laziness solitude and sleepless nights
I think that one of those girls
Could help me understand

Come along Christina
If you ever would I really think you should tonight
Show me the sun again

Grab your suitcase and a bottle of wine
If we can make it to the border
I just know we'll be fine
'Cause I just wanna be fine

I am floating on a storm-filled cloud
With angels and devils by my side
Sailing fast beyond this troubled past
They scream hang on tight and enjoy the ride

La la la la la la la la
Watching a life go by
La la la la la la la la
Never questioning why
La la la la la la la la
Maybe if we drive all night
La la la la la la la la
Everything can be all right

Twenty four and there is so much more
I have chased away the shadows
Of so many unlocked doors

Gonna fly across the sky
Leaving everything behind me
To grow old and die

Hey you
What do you do?
When you wake up from a nightmare
And it just might be true
You know it just might be true

You can't be happy all the time

 

Another Gray Sky
© 2003 Jeff Oestreich

The wind brings in a mystery
Dust settles over the land
This long road's leading to nowhere
Shuffling cards in a slight of hand

Seen a lot of people around here
Waiting for their lives to begin
Dreary expectations of the same old shit
Reruns on the TV again

Everybody keeps getting older
Better stop awhile and take in the view
Cause it's not about the things you've done
But what you're gonna do

I don't want to face another gray sky
Just want to feel the sunlight against my face
I'm just another weary traveler baby
On the road to somewhere else
I don't want to face another gray sky

Ready for a little adventure
Rolling down the highway looking for fun
The signs ahead roll around my head
You can exit but you can't get back on

The clock keeps ticking around us
Baby I just want to be free
So kick off your shoes
Lets go run in the sand
Come on get crazy with me

 

Writing On The Wall
© 2003 Jeff Oestreich


You've been hanging out with strangers
I've been waiting by the phone
You said you'd be mine
But I'm alone most of the time
I should read the writing on the wall

You keep telling me you love me
I keep looking for a sign
I'm feeling misled
But you say it's in my head
And I can see the writing on the wall

Every day that passes we go nowhere
When you gonna let me know?
I can't take this feeling for much longer
How will you let me go?

There's still times when we are happy
But more often we are blue
Oh what can I do?
I am still in love with you
But I can see the writing on the wall

You can't fool me
I know you're gone
You can't deceive me
It's all gone wrong

You know but you don't want to say it
I know that you're already gone
We should be apart
So I can fix my breaking heart
Cause I can see the writing on the wall

copyright © 2002-2004 Jeff Oestreich